Somehow this retraction hurts more than when he was yelling at her. Because it's a return to the lie, it's them finding more ways to turn away from each other, to keep the peace that held it all together.
"Maybe you should have said it a long time ago."
She doesn't look away, doesn't waver in this, won't let herself retreat back into something more comfortable but less true.
"Maybe I should have asked. We just fell into this... whatever this is, whatever we were, without ever stopping to ask whether or not it was a good idea."
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Date: 2006-06-25 05:53 am (UTC)"Maybe you should have said it a long time ago."
She doesn't look away, doesn't waver in this, won't let herself retreat back into something more comfortable but less true.
"Maybe I should have asked. We just fell into this... whatever this is, whatever we were, without ever stopping to ask whether or not it was a good idea."