He never expected to get angry. He never did. But there it is.

"Yes, we expect you to accept it! Because we had to, and then find some way to live with it!"

"Find some way to deal with the pain, to deal with your loss, and the realisation that that empty space within me would never be filled again!"

"So, yes, I 'expect' you to accept it!"

Wesley is surprised to find himself standing. And he has no idea how he could possibly have said what he just did. He can only stand there now, horrified.

But, try as he might, he can't convince himself what he said isn't true.